an open letter to you:
a part of me has moved on since we said our final goodbyes, i’m happier but somehow, i still want a second chance with you
“When people say to you those heart wrenching comments like “but you were so cute together..” “Why didn’t you last” “how is she doing” don’t- don’t you dare blame anyone but you. Don’t make up a story where you’re the hero and I’m the enemy in order for it to all make sense. I gave you all the love I had to give and more, I tried to make it work, I did everything for you, you were the one that decided to turn the page and stop trying. I was the heartbroken one, you’re just fine. After all you’ve done the least you can do now is finally be truthful. So tell them she was in love with me, if she had any fault in this it was that she cared to much, I was the jerk, I left her stranded when I promised to always be there for my own selfish reasons.”
— B.L letters I never sent (via im-sad-lets-have-sex)
“This is the acceptance speech. The end of anger and denial. I accept that you and I will never be the same again. That while those days will live in my mind forever, they’re over. I hate it. But I accept it. And I’m moving on now.”
— Iain Thomas, I Wrote This For You (via khanos)
i dreamed of a world without you, where i was emptied like a fish, my skin unfamiliar when it was untouched by you. i dreamed of a world where we were not one, where you never kissed me by accident and then again on purpose, where the two of us never got caught up in the moment. was i happier there? was i happier not knowing the ending? all i know is that it was a late morning, and i woke up sweating, and i live in the world where i cannot kiss you anymore. it’s okay, almost. i’m figuring out how that works. it’s just that i drank coffee. it’s just i don’t want to go to bed. it’s just i don’t know how to be better off without you. i can’t get you out of my head.
If you break someone and they still wish you the best, you’ve lost the greatest thing for you
